I lost, am I?

ai jiboner choke kaanta khelar ghore bose
hiseb kore tomake bhalobese
ami jadi joyi hotam-alo petaam naa toh.

If I play all the tricks and make plans to convince you
that I really love you....
I may win, but I would be deprived of LIGHT.

(posted earlier, got the better click.)
Jibanando Das