I cant love you.I cant come.
I cant do it.
I cant trust you.
I cant recognise you.
I cant help you.
No, No and No. All the Nos make me more stronger everyday. I remember how I used to react with every No. I become angry, agitated, restless. I always wondered why they cant understand me. I am not asking anything but their betterment only.
But nowadays I just say "ok, no problem!" I do not get angry. I do not get restless. I do not try to explain. I just smile and say to myself whatever opinion about me makes you happy, keep it.
What will remain for me? Why?
Those birds, those sky, those water, those dead trees. And Dreams. And Memories. And my Love.
Love you all who come, spend some moments and then whisked away from my life.
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